Oh I know those feelings I was hopelessly in love with my t1 and when I finally told her she terminated so I know what a risk it is to be totally honest to the extent of your feelings but sometimes they grow stronger if we keep them in. I am glad I told her because I was true to myself but now I am left with them but I want to work through them with some t but some just aren't able. Your t sounds very open and honest. Would you consider going deeper with him and trying to work through them.
Do you really want a break or are you testing t to see how much he cares?

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