M daughter and I left Texas yesterday to go visit relative in Tennessee. We saftely made it to Memphis and oly have 4or5 hours left to go. I've been wanting to go for the past year as relative is 84.

Now that I'm on my way I have this sense of anxiety but having to play like everything is fine. I'm tired already. And it's just the beginning of the trip..ugh. The depression is still there under neither the chit chat. It is exhausting.