I am on geodon 80mg 2x day. I have bp2, gad, depression and ptsd. I have found geodon to be a true lifesaver. It is the only drug that lifted me out of my severe depression. How long have you been on geodon? I had to give it about a.month to get the right therapeutic results. I tried so many other meds but meds but geo is the best. I was doing so good on it that my pdoc and I tried to go down a bit in dosage as it's best to be on lowest dose possible. It was just a test to see b how much I really needed. It turned out that I seriously needed the 80...we tried 60 2x. So long story short the drug proved to be very effective at 80 2x day.. no higher and no lower. You'll have to find the best doee for you. Why can't you see a.pdoc without going to the hospital? That seems odd to me but be open to the idea. If things get really bad you should consider going. Have you ever been to the hosptal before? I found it to be extremely helpful as I had a pdoc right by my side finding out the best needs and best doses. I understand yr being hesitant to go but it can be a life saving option. I hope I've helped you. Let me know. :-)

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