Goin to the zoo with a bunch of family. I like the zoo a lot, but I'm bringing a few klonopin just in case someone pushes me to a breaking point. I don't want to end up looking like the jerk when I flip out over something small. When I'm around other people lately it's like every word that comes out of their mouth is a negative comment about me, even if it is passive aggressive or even backhanded compliments. Wow, I must be super narcissistic to feel like everyone even thinks about me that much. I don't think people care or think about me that way. The mania part if this mixed episode convinces me that I'm the center of everyone's universe. And the depressive side of this episode says "wow your nuts! No one thinks about you ever."

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