"Go to the doctor". I have enormous problems to trust a pdoc because i am very reserved and because there are not many good ones in my city. And because i do not have health insurance right now. In the past i had bad Ts here, as well. While in the US i found a good pdoc, and it took me a while. Since i came back here one year ago, i have not been able to find a good pdoc. I do not want people to tell me why i ve not find a pdoc yet. On the other hand, some people insist on me going to homeopats or chiropractics, i do not trust these two professions, why will i go? I do not want to even try. Because of my disability, in the past, i was sent to many alternative stuff. I went to some of them because of my parents but, Jezz, they all were a waste of money. I just do not have patience for people comments about my disability or depression. I used to have a lot! But now i am on fire, i am tired and irritable. Sorry my English is worse than usual today