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Old Mar 09, 2014, 02:44 PM
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Pretty normal from what I've read here.

I hallucinate badly when depressed, its always these *****y argumentative voices screaming profanities at me. Sometimes I scream back! Lmao

Then I also have milder ones that don't really bug me but does have me questioning my surroundings...
The auditory is usually conversations, music or children singing, visual is almost always smoke or bugs, and the olfactory is always warm rotting flesh (GROSS!!!) These usually present themselves when I'm really stressed and an episode may or may not be looming, but sometimes its random as hell.

I've only ever had a tactile hallucination during a mixed episode, it felt like bugs were crawling all over me, and then under my skin too. Yugh still makes me shudder!

On the subject of MJ, I was a dedicated smoker as a teen up until the age of 19. I just outgrew it I guess?

Then I randomly tried some (read 3 puffs) 3 years ago, got paranoid and upchucked.

Tried it again a year ago ( a different strand) to sleep, I upchucked.

Tried 3 puffs of yet again something different a month ago, guess what? I upchucked.

The general consensus among my peers is that I'm somehow now allergic to cannabis, because clearly my body rejects it at every turn, so I give up trying to smoke the stuff
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