I have one son. He's 18. He's living with his dad right now bc my last breakdown was too hard on him. His dad hasn't really been in his life, but when Josh called him when I was in the middle of being on the verge of psychosis he stepped up to the plate. Josh really needed a male role model so it has been really good for him. He comes and stays with me for a couple weeks now and then. He wants to come home but he does soooo much better at his dads. We live far from buses and stuff, so it's hard for him to get around here. And I don't have a car. His dad is able to get him around easier and he listens to his dad. With me he just kind of rules the house. It's been so helpful for him and me having his dad in his life. I'm 39.