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Originally Posted by sunshine1995
When Josh first left I was so lonely and missed him so much. I was constantly calling him. He was calling me all the time too. We are very close, it's only been him and I ya know. But now I've adjusted. It's hard to see our kids grow away from us. Sorry ur so stressed. It will probably be hard at first, but you'll adjust. 
Out of curiosity what's ur diagnoses? |
I hope you're right. I worry that I'll get really depressed. Severe depression is my main issue. I have never lived by myself ever! Of course I'll have Daisy with me so I won't be entirely alone.
As far as what my diagnose is well that's a very long story. I haven't seen a doc in over 12 yrs & when I did he labeled me as bi-polar. That is very wrong. It was a bad experience for me. I am not on any meds and currently no doc. But this summer I will be reopening that chapter in my life. I am seeking therapy and will consider meds. I don't like labels. I have tons of what I call "symptoms". My mother was sz and my father I never knew. My mother's mother was possibly sz too but that's never been confirmed. Long story short I come from a long line of mental illnesses.