I hope you're right. I worry that I'll get really depressed. Severe depression is my main issue. I have never lived by myself ever! Of course I'll have Daisy with me so I won't be entirely alone.

As far as what my diagnose is well that's a very long story. I haven't seen a doc in over 12 yrs & when I did he labeled me as bi-polar. That is very wrong. It was a bad experience for me. I am not on any meds and currently no doc. But this summer I will be reopening that chapter in my life. I am seeking therapy and will consider meds. I don't like labels. I have tons of what I call "symptoms". My mother was sz and my father I never knew. My mother's mother was possibly sz too but that's never been confirmed. Long story short I come from a long line of mental illnesses.