Man, it's so weird to hear so many people experiencing the same things and feeling the same way. I texted an old friend yesterday and we got lunch today. She told me she thought she had done something because she hadn't heard from me in so long. I feel so drained but she is wonderful and not judgmental and just let me be. I just went on facebook and messaged some old friends. I told them I was having a hard time and wasn't ready to meet up right now, but told them one thing I valued about them. It made me feel a little better, but it was hard. But each time I get a response it's like a lifeline.