This all may seem silly and petty, and that's probably because it is. But it's been crowding my mind a lot lately and I would like to let it out c:

I have a friend who I would like to kiss. She's only had boyfriends, but she has confessed to me that she knows she's not completely straight. Same goes for me, having had only boyfriends but knowing I could go there with girls.

We got drunk one time in some crowded place while she was with her boyfriend and I was hanging on some other guy. She later confessed to me that she kept wanting to kiss me but she thought her boyfriend might be confused, and we laughed it off.

She's not one who likes affection too much unless it's someone she's openly interested in, and she usually only cuddles with me when she's upset. However, she has general anxiety disorder, and sometimes I wonder if her stand-offishness stems from that rather than from any real objection. The way she touches my leg sometimes or how she acts around me when she's been drinking seems to lend more to her real feelings, but I could be seeing what I want to.

Anyway, we're about to graduate, and I guess I'm wondering if the signs are all there and if you think she'd be okay with it if I tried, or if I should try at all. I know you can't know everything unless you've seen us together, but I feel like this pretty much sums it up.