My issue at the moment is problems with work colleagues. I take some things as a personal attack and I get very upset by them. When Im not in an episode there is no problem, but catch me during depression they are all against me and doing things on purpose to make me feel bad or inadequate. I need to be more controlled but I am finding it difficult not to be upset by some of the things they say or imply about me or my work. Its upsetting during the episode and embarrassing after the episode. But they all know Im just a crazy chic anyway, so Im sure thats what they all think when I get upset.