Its been a week and 2 days since my ex fiancee dump me after blame me for finding a truth that shes cheating on me.

I cant stop thinking how could she do that and how painfull is this for me while she might and for sure i know she is having fun with another guy without even have a slight tought about how am i doing now after what she did to me.

I cant stop this feeling of desperation wanting to know how shes doing and oh how i wish i can get rid of her from my mind. All those happy year and future hope about us gone just like that.. when she dump me and also delete and block me from everywhere, not even want to answer my call or meet me anymore.

What am i supposed to do now.. ive been trying to keep my self busy, play games, interact with just anyone, hang out with my friends or even simply giving my self a postive tought that it might be for the best cause bla bla bla or even the worst im trying to make a negative tought about her that she never love me or bla bla bla. But nothing works !!