PC has become somewhat of an online outlet for me........

Feeling REALLY pissed off tonight.............just want to break everything in my path.................

I'm all alone, so I'm just going to continue to scream & swear....................really, I feel like setting this bloddy house on fire & destroying ALL of its contents.....................JUST BASHING EVERYTHING IN IT TO PIECES.............AND THEN MORE PIECES........................BASHING EVERYTHING, THE GRANDFATHER CLOCK, THE BIG TV, THE LITTLE TV, THE MIRRORS, THE CAR WINDOWS, ALL OF THE STUPID MERCHANDISE DOWNSTAIRS, THE CHINA, ALL OF THE STUPID, UGLY PICTURES IN THIS HOUSE, THE WINDOWS, THE VCR, THE DVD, THE COMPUTER, THE PRINTER, THE FAX, THE WINDOWS AGAIN, MORE OF THE STUPID PICTURES WITH THE FAKE SMILES ON OUR FACES, JUST EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE THIS HOUSE, I HATE ALL OF THE HORRIBLE MEMORIES, I HATE THE PEOPLE WHO LIVED HERE, I HATE MYSELF...........I HATE MY LIFE............!@#$%^&*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I need to cry but no tears are coming.