No, I don't feel like hurting someone when I am startled. The adrenaline rushes through my blood, my hair stands on end & I go into "mega fear mode", as if someone is going to hurt me, when I am startled. It is a horrible feeling.

Nerves are so shot, even w/ these stupid meds, it's not even funny. I think I am like you, Petunia -- you have to peel me off the ceiling.