Thank you for your post, Kimmydawn.

Yes, I despise my intense feelings -- I feel like I am an insane person with rage like this.

I was shredding some old pictures before, which helped a little I guess, but yelling will hopefully help. I do have some old Tee's, but I think I might get my plastic bat out. I don't know. I just wish I could cry to let this anger out instead.

No, I don't have a T right now. I'm alone. Yes, I could call a friend, but she will tell me that it's not worth getting so angry about. Other friends don't understand my rage either, so that's why I'm on PC now.

Thanks again for your support........I appreicate it.

((((((((((((((((((((( KImmydawn )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Des