Dear T I am missing you... How long will you be in my thoughts? I enjoyed the 3 years we spent working on my trauma... I feel like you now have all my secrets. Now you are just in my mind. I don't want to replace YOU but I do need to talk about not enough transition time before you went to a new agency. I always wanted a friend like you. I got attached and never planned on it. You said Trust The Process.Told you several times this strong transference feels like a trick. This makes me so sad. I MISS SEEING YOU. I have trouble sleeping. I wake up and think of all the sessions. Wondering if I was a good client. Remembering all the hugs you would allow only if I asked. The last one I didn't want to let go. My heart was racing and you said you felt it when I hugged you. I miss you... My imaginary friend you became Real but not Real.