There's an alarm ringing in my head now warning trust no one-- trust no one-- NO ONE.

It's as if I needed to self-flagellate. […]Trust and you will be betrayed and/or abandoned, by both the living and the dead.

Oh gosh, seems like something I could have written…

I’m so sorry you’re going through such a rough time, Petunia. I don’t know what to say…. So just ((((( Petunia )))))

And please, try not to be so hard on yourself....