You are going to be ok. You are open to the religion interpretation that comes down from wiccans. It was provide you with support and get you to the next place that you have to go to. Trust the path you chose, letting it be the earth below and sky above, traveling it lightly and breathing and doing the next thing that helps and heals. If you come into opportunities that are evolving to other things to ponder, being willing to hear and see them it will go well on the journey. Moving through time and space physically and spirtiually is being alert, alive and a learner. Love