<font color="green"> Not to be whining, but I had worked through this more than once already. I suppose I didn't really get down to the rage but why do I have to go through the pyschial pain, the ache again? I know what happened. I am not trying to deny it or minimize it, I am just trying to get past it and get on with life.
I get really scared during these flashbacks cos I keep seeing a flash of my maternal grandfather. I dunno if I could take finding that he abused me too. I just want to deal with what I do know and find a way to be done with this.
Thank you all for your responses it is a lot easier to do this when I know I am heard and believed. Thank you. </font>
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dalila
Worry is like a rocking chair. It gives you something to do but it doesn't get you anywhere.
-Erma Bombeck
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