Well, Bean's T dropped her. A very nice lady but she consulted with her pdoc and both agree there is no benefit to her seeing a T because Bean does not retain information.

In other words, if they try to teach CBT or any other coping skills, she does not retain the information or remember enough to use it.

She was explosive last night and I sneaked an extra zyprexa to her just so she could calm down and go to sleep. She woke up telling me she feels very angry and she doesnt know why.

Pdoc wants to put her on clozerel(sp), and everyone is talking about a respit hospital for her to be sent to for a couple of months. Yea, like Im going to let her go to one where she can come out worse than she went in.

A regular psych hospital is okay because its a good one and she is in there only to fix her meds. But to go residential for a while? I dont think so.

Im sorry a lot of you guys are having a hard time lately. I think its the time change and seasons changing maybe. IDK...im rambling....so much emotion right now i dont know what to say without it coming out garbled up.