i just wanted to vent this....

i was abused from the age of 8 to 15. my abuser was someone my mum was having an affair with. he was a psychologist.

problems

1.......betrayal

2.......no self esteem

3.......trust no-one

4........fear of rejection

5.......flashbacks and dreams

6.......don't deserve to be loved

any of these sound familiar?

for the younger ones in here.....please do not leave it as long as i have to start healing. i'm 42....i should have been here and seen a pdoc many years ago,learn by my mistakes. get help and get it out. i've really only had half a life til now. yes i have 2 beautiful children, live fairly well but through a mask, some happy person on the outside, not on the inside. i want you all to be happy from inside out from now....get help, talk, cry but let go, i'm 42, i am just letting go, i refuse to let the b.....d ruin the next part of my life

jinny xx good luck xx

pmme anytime day or night on this subject. i feel very strongly about it.





by the way, i'm not sad today lol, just really want my little e.family to listen and take my advice. don't wait to sort it.