thankyou for taking the time to read guys. I was just wondering what this looked like from an outside perspective. he's diagnosed with depression only as far as i know. after the ambulance incident i told him to tell his doctor about the anger and paranoia and i did but they said no wonder he's like that as he's been vulnerable so long - i think meaning it was just very severe depression - and put him on mirtazapine. i was worries he might be having a psychotic episode back then tbh. I've suspected him of having bpd, but as far as I know he's never been diagnosed. he's very mistrustful and scared of people, he mostly feels lonely because he thinks other people are 'bad people' but he also says he feels he's a bad person because he can't tolerate others.