I've just been diagnosed with depression. My relationship with my fiancé has majorly been affected by it. I know I should have got help sooner but I didn't and it might have been too late now. Hes now told me we aren't a couple. We did agree that we should spend time apart but he told me he wanted me to fight for him. Even though I moved out, because I thought it was the right thing to do(I now know it wasn't) in my mind, I moved out to give him his space, he could do what he wanted without me complaining. I complained about everything he did. On his phone too much I felt like I bored him. He had a day off he wanted to meet with friends and I'd complain I'd never see him. I wanted too much from him. I used to talk to him all the time when I was sad but I guess I did it too much. He would start to snap at me and tell me to stop being negative all the time, he would even tell me what I should be feeling. I stopped talking to him and that was when it got worse. He would know and get annoyed. I moved out because I thought if I wasn't there then I couldn't put so much pressure on him. He says me moving out was loud and clear. Saying I should have fought for him. I started texting him. Telling him what I thought was the right things but that annoyed him more because he says I won't leave him alone. I told him I thought he wanted me to fight for him and he says not now it's to late. I know if I didn't text him he would have said I didn't want him. I'm so confused! I don't know what I'm suppose to do? I think he wants to end it, only because of the texts he's sent but he doesn't want to be the one to do it. He's said we're not a couple but I don't know what we are anymore. I know me being sad and being negative all the time has got to him and he doesn't think I love him because I'm never happy. I love him so much but don't know how to be happy anymore right now. My depression has made me lose the one thing that really matters to me