To everybody struggling

I can't do the cut and paste on here. I'm on a kindle.

Punky- I reread what u said and understand why the pdoc wants her to go in the hospital. But like sometimes said, I've changed meds at home many times. Even when I've been in a bad mixed so on the verge of psychosis. I did go to one of my sisters house so I wouldn't be alone and it took about a week for me to adjust to the new med. I don't understand why u can't just do it at home?

I'm really sorry, this must be really tough.