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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic
Better went out with my friend last night for tiki Chinese and calmed right down...still trying to limit my forum activity until I get my thoughts in better shape though...
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Good to hear from you!
And glad you're feeling a bit better today
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Originally Posted by Alonewithmycat
Purgatory
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Originally Posted by Alonewithmycat
Please remeber that message i need witnesses
EDIT THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE IN CAPS AND WHAT IM WRITING NOW IS ALSO IN CAPS I NEED TO EMPHASIS IM IN EXTREME PSYCHONEUROSIS OR WAS AN HOUR AGO BEFORE MY MIND SHUT DOWN
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Alonewithmycat
How's your new kitty doing?
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Originally Posted by sunshine1995
I'm struggling. Crying...Just memories. I feel so freaking damaged sometimes. I'll be back when I'm feeling better.
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Sunshine
I saw this video about the disability assessment here in the UK, which was difficult to watch. It made me feel guilty that I was given disability when so many are not (though I doubt my next review is going to go so smoothly what with all the problems I'm having with the CMHT & Govt!), and just highlighted how inappropriate the assessment is for mental health problems. I'll post the link if anyone's interested (it's only 10mins long), but it does mention sui thoughts so don't watch if you might be triggered.
Mum has been really snappy lately (I've not been much better though)
She's so stressed about her liver & diabetes diet. Her sugars are all over the place (from 4-30!) and it seems that foods low in sugar for the diabetes are high in salt which is bad for her liver and vice versa, or they're low in everything and taste like cardboard :/ So I know she's irritable because she's really stressed and I'm not taking it to heart. She started crying in the supermarket earlier!!
I don't really know how I feel tbh. I've been staring at the flashing cursor, trying to figure out how to describe with words how I'm feeling...but I've got nothing...
I signed up for the jewellery making class with the OT yesterday - starts next week. The 2 women who showed me around the place were too full-on though. They're (?ex) service users themselves, but they just talked too much and laughed too much and kept threatening to make me talk more, which really put me off tbh, but they don't run the jewellery class so I'm hoping it'll be ok.
Other than that, I'm not sleeping too well and don't want to get up in the mornings, so my getting up at 9am has completely gone out of the window :/ I haven't showered in a while, so that's not happening either
And I'm struggling to know what to wear each day again. Today I just put on what I had on yesterday because that was less stressful than choosing a clean top and trousers :/
Sorry I'm not more positive right now. I know you guys have a lot going on
*Willow*