it is hibernation time for me - with T gone for cancer treatment. No one can possibly replace her. She is a skilled trauma and DID therapist (LCSW) and learns right along with people. I don't believe I will return to therapy because of that. At least not for some time. Though, naturally i had a flashback in a dream this morning. But it is time to stand on my own, i guess, and see what 12 years of therapy (not quite 2 years with this T) has done for me. But still hibernating in my grief.
our 6 yr old gave T her bear (her protector) because T needs it now more than she does. T had to go to a bone scan right after our apnt ( we were her last client) and said she might hold the bear during her bone scan. She hugged it tightly to her. OMG i miss her so much.
I am like Fuzzy's bear below, with my face burried in my paw -in grief.
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