I am so sorry to hear that your not getting appropriate support from your family.

It's so strange that the people who are supposed to be, and maybe even think they are with what they call 'tough love,' our biggest supporters wind up causing so much pain.

Feel free to vent to me if you want, I have totally been there. My parents don't believe in therapy sooooo basically had to wait until I got my own health insurance at 23 to start getting help.