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Originally Posted by junkDNA
does anyone have trouble taking meds when they hear voices? my voices tell me not to take my meds. and if i do they freak out on me. its very unpleasant. i dont know how to get around it. its the hardest part with the voices because i need the meds to make them go away but they get so upset when i take them. i usually talk to T on the phone when i take them. but i cant do that ever y time.
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I have a hard time with this too. I don't know how to fix it but I can relate.
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I suspected as much How do you feel about it?
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I feel like it fits what's going on. I can't really deny it anymore so... yeah. Currently I've crashed into mixed and it's not fun at all. I'm hoping the Trileptal can pull me out of this state because god, it seriously really sucks. My thoughts are still racing, I feel just as impulsive as when I'm manic, and a bunch of other crap. I could talk on and on all day but I don't want to bore you all with my unfantastic life so I'm still rambling anyway and oh there's thoughts all over my head right now racing back and forth and all over the line between the point of the hearing off the top head down up whatever. Oh dear. Yeah,. not doing so well. Isn't that wonderful? I have a hard time with knowing where the walking in point is. What does it mean when I collapse into a point and there's nothing left of me? I'm hearing voices, I think I might take my PRN of haldol but I'm not sure.
WTF did I just write? Ohgod, I'm losing my ****!