"Dear Diary", today, for SOME STUPID REASON, I actually thought I'd be able to wash my clothes so I could take a shower, and MAYBE find time to go to the damn doctor to (1) inform her that she's never faxed my bi polar meds to the pharmacy, (2) ask if she's ready to send me for an MRI for my back, (3)talk to her about these "migraines", and (4) find out if this illness I've been sick with FOR WEEKS NOW is something SERIOUS like pneumonia! But WHY WOULD I THINK I'D EVER have time to take care of the one who takes care of everyone else?? I hate to think what would happen to "the World" if I weren't here! It would be catastrophic! God Forbid I should be healthy enough or Sane enough to deal with everyone & everything! That would be unspeakably tragic!!