I'm feeling a little bit invisible in this thread. Is it because people read it and think holding hands with my T is weird, or wrong? Or because positive threads in general get fewer responses? Just wondering. I do appreciate the responses and hugs that I got! T says I "push away the good things". Yeah, I tend to do that. But I was sharing something really BIG in my therapy and wanted validation that I resolved a long-standing issue with my T--about holding hands.