I think that if you just give this T a chance you will find that even though different than last T you will grow stronger and be able to understand why just reading about a dream is not moving you on to where you are not embarrassed to talk about CSA with T and be overwhelmed when the subject does come up in a conversation. One of the things that my T pointed out is that the first telling time is the hardest. After you "process" that dream with T you will find that the next one will be just a little easier and not need as much "processing"

You can do this and will feel much better if you just give T a chance to help you. You know I will be ready to hop in your pocket anytime you need a pocket rider.