I've been seeing my Pdoc for around 3 years. With all that he is already done for me (waived fees, taken me on as a private patient but billed me through a government clinic, even though he wasn't supposed to, gone into bat for me when the Govt. Suits he answers to started insisting my treatment be terminated, agreed to transfer me back to the other clinic if the new one doesn't work out and the 'Suit's can get stuffed, etc etc), now he's not only agreed to have me come in for a special appointment to be monitored when I take my first dose of a new AntiDepressant, because he knows I'm worried about having a bad reaction, he's also agreed that if anything happens, like if I end up getting really bombed out or sedated, so long as I'm safe to travel, he's going to arrange to pay for a taxi home for me - that's approximately a $100 fare.

What the hell did I do to deserve this. I mean I really appreciate it, but I feel like I don't deserve him being so good and helpful to me. I'm no one special, and it makes me feel like I should be, I don't know, doing things to earn what I'm being given.

Does anyone else struggle with feelings of guilt when their Pdoc or T is so nice to them.