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Originally Posted by BlessedRhiannon
YES! All the time. What I'm learning, though, is that they wouldn't offer to do these things if it wasn't something they wanted to do. We don't always have to earn or be able to justify someone else's kindness. It's really hard to accept, but I think there comes a point where you just kind of have to say to yourself - "they are being nice and I can accept that without feeling guilty or undeserving." I've found that the more I tell myself that, the more I start to believe it.
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It's just so what I'm not used to. My experience with most Pdocs/Ts has been either complete incompetence, overreaction, underreaction, abandonment or abuse. Now I have this awesome Pdoc who's really pulling out all the stops to try and help me and it's like *stunned* Whaaaa???? How the hell did I get this? Why me? I'm nobody, go help someone else who deserves it.
I know logically that's not a healthy way to think and I deserve help as much as anyone else, but I'm just not used to having a Pdoc who is this good at doing his job to the point that he goes above and beyond for his patients.
I think this might be something I need to work on.
