its so hard to meet people but i think im loooking in the wrong places and looking for the wrong things. i just wanna jump in and hang out and you gotta talk to people first and all this stuff. i need a place where i can be like "hell yea lets go do this and this" and everyones up for it. i talked to someone that said they got drugged at a club and i was like oh sh_t.

but part of me is so scared to talk to people. i have social anxiety. so its hard.