thanks for checking in on me...it means so much that you all care enough to visit even if you don't leave words.... I have started my physical therapy in preparation for surgery....I have to get into the mental state for my physical workout...ya know....got to get me there.....but I can do this too.....I will not fail...I will not be weak.....I am working to stay strong every day..... a group that I call my "family" is caring and checking on me daily and helping me to get through this....but I will check in all the time to visit my new friends and family type ppl here too!!!!! take care now...chat soon!!!