Good for you Rhapsody!! I'm proud of you for tackling these issues and continuing to work on yourself. Only good can come from all of it!

Here are my suggestions for you (I could be wrong about some of the threads) -

Sexual Abuse, Porn, Feelings towards men? - Survivors of Abuse

Wounded Marriage, Feelings towards men? Childhood Family issues - Relationships & Communication

DID - Dissociative Disorders

Like I said, they are my ideas, and I could be wrong about the threads, particularly since you didn't elaborate on what kind of issues you have with porn or your feelings about men.

I wish you well on your journey....

Hugssssss
J