I'm going nuts here. Yelling screaming at my husband obscenities just to hurt him the way I hurt. I want to kill myself die please God take me from this horrendous person I am constantly turning into. Who does this? Who would deliberately hurt the one person you profess to love??? I am going crazy...my pills aren't working...I'm not sleeping...I stay huddled in a ball most of the time. I am turning into a zombie infecting my family with my hatred.... I cry ...I cry out at the injustice of it all...I have many chronic diseases and each one is as bad for me...but bipolar is the worst. I don't care...I don't take care of myself...I walk around in my pj's all day. Sometimes I read...I get chronic headaches...I take 30 pills a day...what does God want? I'm a mess...a nobody...a failure...a nonperson..and that doesn't cover half of it. Please someone help!!!!!!!!

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