Ok - I am serious about trying to deal with the final few issues that are still hanging around in my life.... the ones that hold me down and the ones that are constantly interfering with (or controlling) my thoughts, my life, my sense of well being, my feelings toward others and all to often how they effect my happiness my joy, or the lack of it.

I am going to start this thread and I am going to keep it my personal PC file - so I can come to it any time I feel the need to go back and read it, as to look for answers.... I would appreciate it if only those that are serious about trying to help me find my path back to sanity reply in this thread - if you are not able to give me your complete support with out judgement, hate or wrong assumptions - - - Please DO NOT POST!!!

These are the issues I feel are contributing to my lack of fullness with it comes to TRUST and LOVE.
.... that which leaves me being any thing, but normal - coming from the lack of sanity/wounds.

1.) 11 years of unspeakable sick pervert sexual abuse by MEN (4 of them)

2.) Family issues and their lack of support for ME when I needed them the most

3.) My 20 year Marriage and His (past) Sexual Addiction (women & porn)

4.) My Dx of DID ten years ago - and how it effects me today

5.) Me being My own worst Enemy - the MIND is powerful and when wounded it is scary

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I will post as I need and I will await for advice and replies from PC Members..... and I will be sure to label what issues I am working on at the moment, so please label what issue you are replying back to. Thank you.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -