I am always depressed. Sometimes it so severe, I don't know if I can make it through the day. I just want to kill myself.myself. Thats how bad it is. Sometimes are ok, but I am never happy. I never have fun, I can't even have fun. I don't have any joy. I just always have these suicidal thoughts, even when I am ok. It is so exhausting, somedays I don't want to get out of bed. I have NO motivation to do anything anymore, especially school.

This week has been horrible, I just have felt horrible, & really wanted to die. I actually need to talk to the suicide hotline, because I really did not know if I could of made it through the night.