Jamesie,
I know that things must be hard for you right now, but please try to get some help. Suicide is not the answer...for you or for those you love. I have been in a dark place in my life as many of the people on this board have. There is help and options available. Please use them!

Stay strong,
Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>