Thank you very much shabur

Actually, he was my only close male friend I have, last year I lost three friends, and I only have one female friend and him.
I was too afraid of being lonely, and I am still too jealous from his girl.
I told him everything I was feeling, everything I was going through every day. I even lost weight.
at first he promised to stay with me, as it wasn't his intention to leave me, but with time and because of the horrible way I was acting, he couldn't handle it any more.
I tried many times to stop talking to him, I tell him I wont bother you anymore, but every time I call him again and ask to see him.
But this time, I asked him (at the end of a fight) if stopping talking to him or sending any messages will make him live normally and be relieved. he said YES.
So, I promised him I wont call or send anything at all, and I wished him a good luck.
I even put the sim card away so that I wont use the phone till the end of the month.

But I miss him too much, every now and then I keep crying.