I drink to forget, to allow myself to actually feel things and try to find "me" again.

Once I start, I also continue to drink......however, I get depressed because I can't ever find what I'm looking for, then I usually take too many pills of something. It's really depressing when I do that. I simply give up and don't care.

I haven't had a drink in many months now........if I started it would be unpleasant.


Courage is fear that has said its prayers.
Dorothy Bernard