I did find nicotine and caffeine a large part of comfort and dependability/ consistency in my life. Feeling the warm liquid enter my mouth and going down
My throat was a real joy. And liked feeling my lungs fill up with smoke and exhaling what a real comfort.

I try not to smoke any more since coming out of a psych ward. Only have once.


BTW I do not find it weird at all. I think it is just.a form of self soothing

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