It is time for you to move on. Time to take the big risk. The internet is like the telephone, same thing. You already know what you can do on the phone. Consider the internet as a telephone, and that does have limitations.

You basicly, face the same problems with family as other people around the world do. Family Process is the same every where. In your case, it is a little more engrained, because of your traditions. But tradition can be like an old lady fixed to a youngmans back. It can be a burden to the young.

You have accomplished much in life so far. Much more so than the average person. Do take the exam, and you will do well.

You and only you, are your main support. Support from others are fine. But when it is all said and done, it is only you, that is the best source of support. I do think you got more than what it takes, to take care of your yourself and take the risks you do need to take for yourself.

This post reminds me of the recent movie "Life Of Pi". It is about a Young Man or your Nation that was forced to do an "Vision Quest" out at sea. He had a Tiger with him, that was part of the young man himself. You too, have that Tiger within you. Please click on my link to the Movie Website. :

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It is now time to start your Vision Quest Journey!