Oh, you know, just cracking at the seams.... Work is too hard. No focus or motivation. Last night I had horrible anhedonia. Even my game was not fun... I was just restless and blah. Then you know, driving home from work yesterday I had massive rage fit at a guy and was screaming at him from my rolled down window.... ahem... I haven't done that before.... but at the same time I was having a panic attack due to being behind schedule. Panic + Rage = crazy woman screaming out of window....

I think I'm mixed again, which means on high alert for an episode. I think it's been a couple weeks since I had an episode, so I am not very happy about it.... Oh, and I'm not sleeping well, either. But, I dont' ever any more with my sleep apnea issues.