Please be careful with the Tramadol, as you can become physically and mentally addicted to them just as easy as anything else. It is normal for you to be craving your drugs of choice, and crave them for the rest of your life. It does, and will get easier over time. You can get help in many ways - support groups (online and off), professional therapy, etc., etc. My guess is that your probably depressed. It's normal to become this way after stopping opiates, especially the longer you are on them. I would see your primary care doctor to see if you are indeed depressed, and what else is right for you to recover from this. I know depression is something that will definitely prolong everything that's bothering you, so it's important to treat it promptly. I wish you the best of luck.
Shinty