Okay, so basically the story is this.

I am 20, i have been in a few relationships the past couple of years and they all ended badly.

Basically, i personally feel that sex is too emotional for me, if you see what i mean? I have to be really close to someone to make love to them. I made all my partners wait till i was ready, the first one only lasted a month then left me. The second 3 weeks and the third about 5 months.

I know it was probably unfair of me to make them wait, but i can't help my feelings, and casual sex just puts me off people, i have fell out with people at work who brag about sleeping with "3 different people last night" i just think that is plain wrong. Especially considering one of them is in a relationship. I have major trust issues, and seeing people do that just destroys my faith in humanity.

I don't know why it bothers me so much, but to me sex is so much more than just a bit of fun.

Am i wierd? Am i in the wrong for making people wait untill there is an emotional attachment with us if they want sex with me?

Thanks peeps.