The Skeezyks; thank you very much for your answer. I think you're probably right when you say that this has to do with sexual abuse. I guess now it makes sense. And I know I will have to talk to him, but I don't know if I will have the courage to do so next Tuesday. I've seen him 18 times, and I really think he thought I was ready. Having someone asking this at the very first appointment must have been awful... As I said, I trust him and I'll try talking about all of this next week. Thanks again

Silent Void : thanks for your answer. Could you explain a little more why you think I should do that ?