I know SI is bad regardless. I mean I'm not advising anyone to do it or anything but I just think in the terms of is it that bad in relation to everyone else's negative coping habits? I don't think so. A lot of people SI to keep themselves from doing worse such as coming suicide so I don't think it's the worse thing someone could do. I think it's much easier to OD or drink so much that it damages your liver, that coping habits such as those are worse. I do wish I had never started SI but I can't go back so I just deal with it.